Friday, December 20, 2013

Beautiful Pain

I'm standing in the flames
And it's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find a light, find a light, find a light
Standing in the flames
And it's a beautiful kind of pain
Setting fire to yesterday
Find a light, find a light, find a light



*the hook from Eminem's song, "Beautiful Pain."

Thursday, December 19, 2013

thankful for encouraging seminary profs

Thankful for my prof. who sends emails like this:

"I want to thank you for all of your hard work this semester. I know that we are half way through the course and all of you are tired. Let me just say that Christmas break is here and you have a few weeks off. Please, don't fill your days with work. Take some time to be with your family. Read a fiction book. Go for a drive or a walk with someone you love. Have a friend over for dinner. Take a nap in your favorite chair. In other words, take a break, you all deserve one. You are moving into a wonderful semester. I believe that you will begin preaching class next semester. If so, you are in for a treat. It is a great class and way different than you experienced this semester with worship. And for our class, you are going to be meeting with a spiritual advisor of your choosing and doing some spiritual direction with someone you appreciate in ministry. It will be a welcome, refreshing and recharging change of pace for us. I can't wait to see how God will move in our lives in the coming months. But for now, relax. The Bible says to taste and see that the Lord is Good. As you eat and drink with friends and family over this Christmas season, taste and see the goodness of Jesus. Love you all and will continue to pray for your rest over the Christmas season. Pastor Aaron."

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

advent's joyfulness



Our joyous advent of Christ is robust
because of what has been promised to us,
a life we know from experience and thus,  
we've seen too much to enter distrust.


Our wait is joyful by how we're persuaded:
like, how colors splash upon the much faded;
how deserts are given water cascaded - 
life generated for those once sedated.  


May joy persevere as paleness looks near;
plain, and with nothing to offer we fear; 
parched, and panting for water like deer.
We will adhere and our joy He will steer!


Always remember, always proclaim;
we will render Christ's beautiful name.
We will hold steady when life is hard;
however heavy or how it gets marred.


From out of the bleak we, too, will arise;
we, those called meek, He will baptize.
The joy we all share regarding the Lord's Prayer;
it's heaven on earth - our pursuit and affair.

Our joyous advent of Christ is robust
because of what has been promised to us,
a life we know from experience and thus,  
we've seen too much to enter distrust.

Sunday, December 8, 2013

Closer than you think

Every once in a while, you come across a phrase that jumps out at you;
a phrase you've heard a hundred times before,
but this time,
you pause just long enough to let it soak in.

Well, let this phrase from Psalms sink in:
We praise you, God,
we praise you for your Name is near;
people tell of your wonderful deeds.



What does that even mean?
What on earth was psalmist suggesting?
Was it merely intended to sound mystical?
Perhaps we should we brush it under the rug and forget it was ever there.
Or, perhaps the psalmist was saying something about God that we should pay attention to.
Obviously, he had something to praise God for.
But what did he mean when he wrote,
"we praise you for your Name is near?"
What does it mean for someone's name to be near?




Recently I overheard a God talk that a few people were having.
      A God talk is one of those conversations
      where people offer their perspectives on who God is,
      what he is like,
      what he is up to,
      and what faith is all about.
      I absolutely love God talks.
      They stimulate my own perspective and curiosity about God.
      But God talks also act as windows,
      which allow me to witness how other people perceive God.  

This particular conversation was fascinating.
I was fascinated by how quickly this conversation transitioned from a God talk
into a conversation about heaven and hell.
It was a window that allowed me to see
something most of us could relate to.
We all tend to do this sort of thing:
we turn God talks into
      conversations about heaven or hell,
      political lefts or rights,
      church philosophies,
      church history,
      church cultures,
      denominational contrasts,
      social justice issues,
      atheism vs. theism,
we turn God talks into conversations about
us vs. them...
our opinions vs. theirs.
All the while, we never really get to talking about God;
we talk about everything else.




The psalmist didn't talk about any of that.
Instead, he praised God
because he thought God's name was near.
His God talks were relevant because he considered God to be mysteriously nearby,
active,
and integrated into the unfolding experience of life itself.
The psalmist praised
as people excitedly talked about God's inspiring
connectivity with the world and the people in it.
That was the content of their God talks.




When was the last time you were excited about the nearness of God,
or excited about what you saw God doing in the world,
or excited about what Christ was doing in people's lives?
That is what the psalmist was doing.

Do you ever get sick of God talks that have nothing to do with God Himself?
Do you ever get tired from the repetitive jargon disguised as a God talk?
Do you ever get bored with the heaven and hell conversation?

Don't you want to see God as the psalmist saw God - incredibly near and active?
      Wouldn't it be refreshing to know He is present:
            in every breath?
            every time you held your kids?
            every time you sat down to the blessing of a warm meal?
            every time you looked at a good painting or listened to a great song?
            every time a roof was over your head?
            every time you interacted with another human being?




The psalmist had a significant reason to praise God.
And so do we.
Because,
God is closer than you think.
He is present.  He is near.

As you read this,
know that Christ is far more integrated into this moment
than you could ever imagine.

And that calls for an interesting God talk.